gosh... today i juz did a very nasty thing... had lessons in the morning... so i woke my sis up... then in the end she was feeling grouchy... then in the end we quarrel... was shouting at her too... and i almost hit her... God... teach me how to be patient... teach me how to be a good bro too... i know wad i did was wrong... shouldnt have use violence against her... sigh... dunno whether is she still angry wif me or not...

08 is coming in juz a few days time... means alot of stuff... i will not be in service for some time... due to POI, overseas training... but that isnt my main concern... my main concern is tat since i'm ord-ing next yr... i know it's still a long way to go from now until sept... but i'm already planning wad am i going to do after next yr after i ord... i'm planning to study in nafa... but my future job scope i wun be working in singapore... but in foreign countries... and i'm not ready to go overseas to work and my passions is still not in overseas... God... pls show me the way...