oh God... i juz feel so small... i juz felt so useless... i juz dunno how to do it oh God... God u juz come and take over... i really dunno how to handle every individual... God come and teach me how oh God... i juz feel so inadequate... i'm not a good leader, not a good sp... i dun really know my sheep well oh God...

i've nv know how to counsel pple, all i know is rebuke harshly... GOD!!! TEACH ME HOW OH GOD!!! COME AND TAKE OVER!!! LEAD ME OH GOD!!! HAVE UR WAY OH GOD!!! TAKE CONTROL OH GOD!!!